As
I encouraged myself to blog more often, I will try to update at least once a
week to compile the last few months of me staying in the United States.
Although I did not have a truly exciting life as compared to others, but I
doubt that I will have a totally bored and dull life to the point that I have
no idea what to blog about. Even if I did nothing at all during any
upcoming weeks, I must think of something to blog about in order to stay active
in writing.
Today
(11/8/2016) I finally submitted my final paper and attended the last
undergraduate class. I had always spent my time doing my own things without
really paying any attention to the lecture because I always thought that the lectures were boring and
uninteresting. I mean my professor always
talked something that was out of our class syllabus. To be frank, I attended
the class just for the sake of attendances. If it wasn't because of
attendances, I doubt myself would be concerned about attending the class.
Nevertheless, I forced myself to stay until the end of today's class. While I was
waiting for the time to pass, I was also feeling terribly emotional because
it's really my very last time attending class in SFSU. I'm uncertain about the
possibility of returning back to the America and study again; hence, I really
feel so sad that I've no chance to step in all these classrooms, lecture halls
and even school libraries as a student. I will definitely miss every single moment that happened to me.
Well,
I understand that's a part of my life. Life moves on and it's time for me to
move on to the next step of my life. To work or to continue study? I'm really
confused and clueless now. At this moment, it's definitely the hardest question
to be answered. However, I allowed myself to rest for a while until I return
home with decisions that will bring me to the best of all. I am fine with both
if opportunities are allowed, but definitely favor more on gaining work
experiences.
I
really wish to at least gain some work experiences before continuing my master
program, but it seems like in today's society, the minimum requirements for a
person to work in this firm is a person who holds a Master degree and has at
least few years of related experiences. I understand how realistic this world
can be, but I feel that most of these companies should be understanding that,
if every company has this mindset and not willing to teach or guide the fresh
graduates, how are the fresh graduates are able to even have their first work
experience? Experiences are not something you would gain while you are studying;
it's something practical that needed to be gained while you are working with
your clients. I could not comment much on this issue as this has became a
culture in work life, but I seriously hope that majority of the companies would
change their mindsets especially in hiring the fresh graduates.
With
that, I end this post by crossing my fingers that I will fully utilize these
few months. I had some plans that I always wish to do while I was still
studying. Since I am freer now, I wish to accomplish some of the bucket lists, which include solo travel to somewhere in the US, try
working in the US and etc.
Till
then.
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