Advanced 21st Birthday Celebration ♥

Well, I have no idea how should I start off this birthday post, but yeah it is compulsory for me to have this post on my blog. I need to jot down every single memories that have been celebrated for my 21st birthday. It was the best birthday throughout my life. 

First and foremost was the advanced birthday party that was held back in home. I felt so loved on that day. I sincerely thank both my parents that have been spending so much to make my 21st a memorable yet indelible one. They aren't the one that will put a huge celebration for their kids. However, this time, I can feel how much they wished me to have an unforgettable birthday. They understand my feeling to study abroad and leave her loves one. They know the people I love the most will be in Malaysia during my 21st birthday, hence, they truly wanted me to have this birthday party before leaving back to US. I seriously feel the loves that somehow made me cried while thinking about it. Every time they persuaded me to invite more people, I got really stressed. Haha, that's because I tend to be really shy and nervous in front of crowd. But yeah, it's over! Everything went smoothly as I wished. 

Besides daddy and mummy, I would like to thanks everyone for the significance presence especially my lovable aunt who spent her whole day by making good food to serve it on that night. I couldn't be more thankful to have her in my life. To all the elderly, relatives and friends, your presence had made the party a truly exciting and fun. I hope you guys enjoy it like how much I enjoyed myself.   

It was pretty hectic and tired to run in and out to serve everyone for the night, but I enjoyed the process and it was worth after all. I felt myself like a superstar by taking lots of picture with the guests. Once in a lifetime, I would say it was just perfectly presented on that day. 



with the clown <3

Balloons everywhere <3

Family portrait without youngest sister who wasn’t there ♥





Fav uncle's family ♥


Form 1 & 2 secondary mate :)

Convent girls ftw! ♥

Thanks for the all birthday presents ♥

The party ended around 11.30pm? However, I was still chitchatting with all my friends. Hey, it is not easy to gather back many of them; we need to spend as much time as we can.

Second 21st birthday celebration with the irreplaceable best friends

As for this celebration, I would say that, my first time being completely surprised by someone was this bunch of best friends. Just when I thought it would be a random outing with them before I bid goodbye to them, things just turned out differently as what I’ve expected. We went for early dinner in Ban Lee Siang Satay Celup to fulfill my crave before I am going to miss it in SF. After that, we (actually was them) planned to chill at café to continue our best friends’ bonding time. Just when I was fully concentrated on the ‘singer’ on the stage, suddenly a birthday song reverbed. I was expecting the song was well presented to the person that sat behind me since she is celebrating her birthday on that evening. Who knows, it turned out a cake silently appeared beside me. Trust me, I was seriously surprised and shocked. I was not expecting anything from them. I have no idea why too, perhaps because they have shown up during my birthday party. Hence, I gave them a perfectly done gesture for successfully surprised me. I frankly glad that God have brought them to my life. I am clueless how my life is going to be without the presence. Thank you my dearests. The last station we went was Go Go KTV. We spent our precious time throughout the night by singing our lungs out.  It was just a right moment to relax since they were on midterm session by that time, thus, shouted as much as they could on the night. So, that’s a simple celebration yet a very memorable moment that we have added in each other life. I am truly grateful to have you. Hey, I am sincere kay thou I’ve not tear in front of you guys, but deep inside my heart, I am seriously touched. Love you!

♥

Thank you ♥


Both celebrations were celebrated in advance, as for the exact date; I should keep it for the next post. Hope you enjoy this post :)




July babies

Attended few birthday parties in this month, July. First was Qi Yin and it followed by Emily. Truly enjoyed myself with them after a while didn't meet up with them. Wishing both of you a very blessed 21st Birthday and may you be showered with abundant joys and loves.

                                               

                                     

Indelible Day in Sunway Lagoon ❤️

On last Saturday, we ( Cheryl, Feli, Chin Ying and I) went to Sunway Lagoon. It was our first ever time going to water theme park with each other. To be honest, I miss the moments we enjoyed ourselves to the fullest on that day. I miss playing water and shouting like mad with them. Definitely hope there is another chance in future. There is no picture taken when we were all wet, but let the pictures below do the speaking when we were still with our phone 📷

                                        

                                        

                                                   

                                          

Off to Malacca after that with Cheryl and Feli while Chin Ying went back to Cyber by herself. It was incredibly fun and exciting day with them.

                                             



Take Me to Where I Belong to.

There is no reasons for me to move on if life is getting worst.  I am tired of everything. All I wish now is God, please take away my life, take me to the place where I belong to: the heaven or the hell. I am sorry for having such way of thinking. I couldn't take it anymore. I am crying days and nights. I couldn't sleep well recently. It comes to my mind again and again, which makes me feel so hard to concentrate, so hard to move on. Take me away is what I wish right now. I am sorry if this would be my last post. Take every of my words.

Life sucks!

The feelings when you can't even express yourself to others just because it brings you embarrassment. All you can do is keep it by yourself and feel depressed by yourself. You just can't tell anyone, it sucks. But, when you tell, how should you tell? What is their judgment? It is really hurt, even though I know I shouldn't have done it! Everything is done, I can't take back what I have did. I am stupid. Why did I? 😔 If only I did not, thing wasn't the same right now. I can just focus on my finals peacefully. Why why why?! 😔😔😔 If and only if that is the only solution, I think all I can do is just...

煩!

           人生为何那么多坎坷?😔
            做人又为何那么难?😒



我累了!

哪知,远离悲伤换一条路一样辛苦。谁愿意苍凉一生毫不在乎。我不懂,为何上天会残忍剥夺我所有的柔情,我不懂为何会把自己抛在一个荒芜的绝望之中,也不知道如何来邂逅那一生一世不愿醒来的梦。可世俗的洪流一次次甄灭心中残留微弱的灯火,将梦想击得粉碎,唯寂寞喋喋不休,叹息着永远到不了的天堂,近不了的幸福,忧伤一并把心揉碎。其实,不愿回忆,承受不来。恋上一个人的回忆之城,只想在寂静的角落里,打破心的枯寂。疼痛消失的一刻,心也随之被掏空,充满疲惫,然后睡去,不在醒来...

Spontaneous Return

“When you are enjoying life time flies by, when you are not it stands still, though in reflection of this stillness, the observant may note how much of it has passed, and how much has been wasted.”

This basically explains how fruitful and eventful my 16 days back in Malaysia. I made every days counted since I touched down Malaysia. From family to friends, they never fail to make my return, a memorable one. I am truly glad even distance tears us apart, our bond still stays firm and strong. We still stay crazy as usual. Frankly I say, I am starting to miss them, I miss those days when we were together.

Once I touched down in KLIA, I was fetched back to Malacca, where home sweet home is. After two hours of journey, I reached home. I am so happy to see familiar faces everywhere, everything is so precious to me. Unpacked my luggage and shared everything that I had bought from US for the family, had my shower and off to dinner with the family. After dinner, I actually went to visit my ill grandma, seeing her suffering is how my tears rolled. I couldn’t even accept the fact that she was ill. I pray to Lord so that grandma can live healthily and many more years to go.

The next day, which was Sunday, I actually rest myself well since I was still on jet lag mood. I woke up late in the afternoon, but I was awake by a call from my lovely uncle. Then, I had my brunch and went to renew my driving license. After reached home, uncle’s family was at my house. I was so happy to see them especially my little cousin who has grown up so much since I last saw him. I had a great gossip time with them before we went for Ikan Bakar as dinner. It was perfectly scrumptious because you know; you won’t get to eat such amazing foods outside Malaysia.





That’s how the first weekend ended well for me in Malaysia.

San Diego Trip


2013 has comes to an end. This year is one of the years that I will remember throughout my whole life. Through ups and downs, I survive and never give up until today. This is a year fills with sorrow only when people who are close to me know how my life has been torturing me and making me a stronger person. And now, I am glad to tell the world, I survive! Thank you 2013; let's welcome 2014 with an open-hearted. May the light always be around us, hope always surround us. May our wounds fade out; heart embrace kindness, love and wisdom. May smile never leave our lips and a healthy glow stay on out cheeks. May all desires turn true.  HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

With the ending of 2013, this directly brings me to the first blog post of the year 2014. I am glad I still make my blog alive. As promised to you, I will update my blog once I am back from vacation in San Diego, but I am just too tired and procrastinate until today. Well, before I start off how amazing San Diego is, I actually threw a big surprise to everyone that I made a spontaneous decision to fly back Malaysia! Everyone was shocked, surprised, but I feel so happy to make them feel so! Everyone feels so excited for me, so do myself. I couldn’t even express myself with a single word after flight ticket was booked. The first thing I did was spreading the joyous news to my best friends whom I miss so much. I feel happy that I finally can meet up with them, seeing the familiar faces like those days.

Okay, let’s back to the main topic, San Diego. So, my housemate and I went to San Diego on 26th Dec to 30th Dec 2013. I use one word to describe San Diego, which is HOT! The weather in San Diego was extremely hot that could kill most of our skin cells. We touched down San Diego International Airport early in the morning, and we took cab from airport to our hotel. Too bad, it was too early for us to check in, therefore we just sit at the hotel lobby to start plan for our schedule. Coincidentally, we bumped into Jia Yiee and Wan Ning at the hotel lobby. Therefore, we joined them for the following days before they left San Diego two days before we left.


On the first day, we actually planned to head to Sea World San Diego, but who knows the crowd was horribly unexpected. Even queue-ing up to buy entrance tickets can take a long time, so we ended up left Sea World and went to beach. San Diego is well-known with its extensive beaches. It is a must to go beaches when you are in San Diego. Therefore, we went to Shell Beach and La Jolla Shores Beach. La Jolla Beach is a long, flat beach for a hand-in-hand stroll, and it's got great views of La Jolla. In Shell beach, the glistening water and gentle breeze for a refreshing experience. 









The next day, we went to Sea World. Despite of the hot weather, everything was perfect in Sea World. I am so impressed with how close I can get to the sea life.Sea World is known for Shamu, its trained killer whale, or orca, which stars in the park's most famous show. Other shows feature trained dolphins and sea lions. Popular attractions include a shark encounter, a giant aquarium and Rocky Point Preserve, where guests can feed dolphins by hand. The park also boasts theme park-like rides, such as a Journey to Atlantis roller-coaster, a virtual reality Wild Arctic Ride and Shipwreck Rapids, which simulates a whitewater river rafting experience.







The following day, we actually went to Las Americas Premium Outlets. It was about one hour journey from our hotel to the outlets. It consists of 125 outlets including COACH, BURBERRY, BANANA REPUBLIC, COTTON ON, FOREVER 21, MICHAEL KORS, KATE SPADE, RAPHL LAUREN, LASCOTE, and the list goes on and on. From here, usually you will get cheaper price compared to those branches in town even though the designs and styles were the most advanced.


As for the last day, we went to the famous San Diego Zoo. An urban paradise for all ages, the San Diego Zoo is a must-see in Southern California. Spend the day monkeying around in our tropical oasis as you visit amazing habitats for animals such as gorillas, tigers, sun bears, flamingos, mandrills, polar bears, birds of paradise, giant tortoises, leopards and more. Take a Panda Trek to visit the giant pandas and other animals that share their bamboo forest habitat. Go back in time through Elephant Odyssey to discover what animals used to roam Southern California and to see a herd of Asian elephants. Enjoy a guided tour on a double-decker bus or an aerial view from Skyfari, dine in the peaceful surroundings of Albert’s Restaurant, and see animals up close in the Children's Zoo. Discover the wonders of wildlife with animal encounters, interactive experiences, and keeper presentations. A leader in animal care and conservation, the San Diego Zoo is at the heart of the San Diego experience.





Till the next morning, we woke up early in the morning, checked out the hotel and headed to airport. That’s basically my first trip on semester break. Looking forward for the next trip :)