2015, it has been a year
that filled with ups and downs. It is a perfect time for me to get brutally
honest with myself: about where I have been, where am I now; and where I want
to go.
Looking back on 2015…
Q: What did I love about
2015?
A: Things I love during the
year of 2015 were definitely those precious moments that I had created with my
family and best friends especially during the summer break.
Q: What do you wish you had
done that you didn’t accomplish?
A: The only regret even
until today is that I made the worst decision for not coming back during the
last winter break. I missed the chance of paying my last visit to my dearly
grandma who left me a month after winter break. This is my biggest regret in my
life and I blamed it all on myself. I wish I could come back, and thought that
she could live longer. However, God knew the best, and I returned her back to
the Lord.
Q:
Do you like the choices you made in your romantic relationship? Career? Health? Friendships?
A:
Urmm.. Basically I have not involved myself in a romantic relationship because
I am quite choosy when comes to a relationship (a long-term relationship). I will
just let the fade to bring me there once it is time to get into it. As for
career, I still on my way of completing my Bachelor of degree in Psychology,
and I am determined to work for it. In health, I guess I was way healthier in
comparison to the past few years because I tried to eat healthier. As for
friendship, this is partly my life. However, as I grew up, I found my true
friends and I knew who took me for granted and who treasured me the most. I
don’t need many friends; all I need is true friends. You know who you are.
Q: What was the most fun moment? The most painful moment?
A:
The most fun moment I guess would be the Jakarta trip with the best friends as
this was our first gateway with each other. The most painful moment was surely
the lost of my grandma.
Q:
What are you most grateful for?
I
am grateful that I am given the golden opportunity to be independent in the US,
and undoubtedly thankful for having great parents that financially and
emotionally supporting me in whatever I am pursuing.
Q: How did your life change?
My
life did not change much during this year, but I remained pessimistic and had
lower self-esteem towards myself. I also enjoyed the feeling of being
challenged by others in every circumstance because it really helped and
motivated me to become a better person.
Q: What is the most important thing you learned about yourself?
A:
I needed to be challenged in order to do well on my studies.
Looking forward to 2016…
Q: What do you most want in your life during the next year?
A:
It is undoubtedly my completion of Bachelor degree.
Q: What experiences do you hope to have?
A:
I hope to be able to intern or have a job that relates to what I am studying
right now and able to earn some US dollars.
Q: What is your biggest priority? Where are you going to devote the majority of
your energy and time to ?
A:
My biggest priority is definitely my studies. Studies always come first. I
promise to give my best in all the remaining classes and I will devote most of
my time, effort and energy on it.
Q: What is one area of your life that you want to be different?
A:
I hope to start my work life in the US.
Q: Where are your greatest opportunities for growth?
A: My greatest opportunity
for growth will be the chance of starting of my work life. It is part of my life;
I need to gain sufficient work experience before continuing my master degree.
