The 20th.

Just a short update here since I am lacking of time. I have to study right after this update. Well, I am 20 now, like finally? First of all, I would like to take this golden opportunity to thank everyone back in Malaysia for all your sincere birthday wishes. I received all of your earnest and heartfelt wishes towards me, and I feel glad for sure. I feel so touched when there’s people who stayed up late just to wish me right at 12am doesn’t matter in Malaysia or US time. Words couldn’t describe how blessed I am to have you people by my side not physically but mentally giving me the support and love.

As for this 20^th birthday, I could say it is so much different compared to previous years. I’m all by alone and miles away from family and all my treasured friends. Sometimes, I feel lonely because there is no one who I trust and able to share everything with, but I understand how everything goes by especially the time difference. When I am free, but people back home is sleeping, when people is free, my turn to hit the sack? How pathetic it is? I truly miss them a lot especially seeing their real face! I am pretty sure they are missing me too. Come; let bear with this circumstance together. I will be back soon, and definitely will meet up with you guys. Take care peeps! ♥ ♥

With loves,

Jie Ying.

I miss home.

Helloooo, I am here to make my blog stays alive since I am so lazy with homework right now. Well, university’s life has started for few weeks, and I am totally dead. I feel so stressed up with all the works given especially on the not familiar Biology. I screwed up everything, like serious. I don’t even understand a single thing she taught. I tried to stop her from teaching too fast, but still she teaches like a bullet train. Haihs. I don’t know how I am going to pass this subject, I feel like giving up, but I still have to face it later since it is mandatory for every student. It sucks and I really don’t like it. It makes me feel so depressed and emotional all the time. Whateverrrrr, I am going to triple up my effort and make it passes in one shot. I don’t wish to waste money to retake any subjects. So, I must hardcore for it. Screw you, Biology. As for two other subjects, Chinese is fine. The only subject that can booster up my confidence. Yes, I have a perfect start in my first quiz and definitely hope for a perfect ending next. Pray for it. For Critical thinking, nothing much I supposed, still adaptable. All in all, is if we study and understand, we will do well.

Till then, I am missing home terribly this few days. Perhaps is because I feel too stress and I need a space to chill. I need to be home, I need all the familiar faces that I always meet. It’s been one month plus since I left home, I think it’s more than enough to leave home and live alone in a different country that is miles apart from family. Sigh

Kay, I shall stop here and continue with some readings before heading back home.