Happy moment :)

 Just wanna blogged about my second test of Math!! * I wasn't showing off or what just feel happy to share it with you guys*




I'm happy and satisfied with it because I just couldn't believe that I could scored that well. It's totally out of my expected because I just have one day to revise for the test. I was like a mad people rush for assignments and tons of homework. I just spent about 4 hour to revise everything for the test. And I was totally exhausted and fatigued at the moment and I choose to sleep no matter what.Just do my best for the next day.



The next day, I just relaxed myself so that I can stayed calm before the war attacked me. And seriously I managed to do so although I was always worry before I sit for any test. This time, I was just the way distinct compared to previous. So, I just did my very best on it cause as I know I DO MY BEST,GOD WILL DO THE REST! And I do and do and do without looking at the time, I was at the last question when I looked at the time, it still have almost 25mins.Oh-god! What happen to me?Am I too fast??Something must be wrong! Re-checked it again and again. That's absolutely something careless and silly mistake I did!! Luckily I managed to find it and changed it.IF not 4 marks just flew that easy!! 


Today, Ms.Ng gave back our test paper! That's too fast! Just one day and she managed to marked all papers!That's great :) I was scared actually cause I don't know what result I'm gonna faced it!!Just chilled~And suddenly I heard my name was being called.Step forward and stared at my paper.Oppss.miracle happened!! Happyyyyy!! :DDD I was happy and jubilant because I can managed to scored with flying colors. Besides that, I never ever get such result especially for math after so long and not even get it before during high school. That's something that can improve and encourage me to do better in future. Contented with it although is just a path to perfect this time:)

Test paper! :)

The score! :)

And lastly, hope I can do well not only in Math but also for IPC and Eng! I know I can do it!! :)

My recently mood.

 I don't feel like blogging anything about my mood nowadays.It was totally sucks.I'm feeling being dump and become a loner.None of my friends need me anymore. All my efforts have come to the end. It's time to end everything and leave me alone.I know some of you will say I'm not alone,you'll still beside me no matter what.It's kinda sad to listen it anyway. I was all the way alone and no one seem to accompany and listen to me. I need people to cherish my life no matter family or friends. But right now,family wasn't beside me all the way, my only choice is to depend on friends. I do always help, encourage, listen, advise, inspire ,urge and even support them.Nevertheless,what I get now was kinda blue and gloomy. I don't know what's going on actually.I did my part to fulfill all of you yet I get back such situation. Sometimes, I think that isn't because I was too gracious or decent and make people step above my head. I know I won't do anything back to you although you dislike me or hate me.But, can you just respect me! I'm a human too! I need people to support me throughout my life too. I don't hope for much.Just pay a little attention and care to me that's enough which can satisfy me. My days are become more and more meaningless and make me feel to commit suicide one day. No one will understand it! I'm very sorry if I can't accept anything and do something silly yet foolish. I still will try to handle this situation well before I have no choice to do so.And I sincerely hope that people can color and treasure my life nicely. Sorry from my bottom of heart if my words have hurt you. Lastly, I NEED FRIENDS!! I don't wish for a lonely and forlorn life!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

 I shall be doing revision for my Math test now AND NOT BLOGGING right now. But I choose to revise it the second after I done my blogging cause there's something to share with you urgently. Actually not really urgent.hehe..Here it goes:

Today, 28/6/2011 is a special day in my life.That's my beloved mum birthday. As a daughter, I feel kind of sorry cause I couldn't spend my time with her for my first time.Previous, I was always right by mum on her birthday,this year is my first year ever that leave her. I choose not to wish her or message her through hand phone or facebook. I was thinking to make something special that can suprise her. And suddenly my mind was thinking to make her a birthday card.

Editing picture.

 

 

The halfway done card.

Done :)

The content :)

And yes,it's done! It's just too simple cause I do it last minute :) But hopefully mummy will like it.Will pass it to her when I'm back on weekend :)

❤

Lastly, H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y M-U-M-M-Y!!!!
Love you as always! :))

　   世上最珍贵的不是财富
而是一份真挚的情谊
　　因为财富并不能永久
　　而朋友却是一生难得的知己
　　
　　友情是鲜花令人欣赏
　　友情是美酒使人陶醉
　　友情是希望让人奋发
　　友情是动力催人前进
　　
　　友情的世界因无私而纯洁，多彩的空间因朋友的祝福而温馨，不因忙碌而疏远，更不因时间的冲刷而淡忘你，秋花冬雪，夏去又立秋，季节虽变，我的关心未曾改变，祝福你拥有一个硕果累累的秋天，愿我们的友谊永远是绚丽多彩的春天。
　　
　　友谊象一抹彩虹，染饰了我们的生活；
　　友谊象一盏明灯，照亮了我们的灵魂；
　　友谊象一泓清泉，润泽了我们的生命；
　　友谊象一座火炉，温暖了我们的人生！
　　
　　友谊由一个缘字开始，友情全凭一个信字延续，朋友全靠一个心字长久！友谊在空间的来往中加深，情义在时间的流逝中求真，心意在空间的交流中坦诚，距离在相互的问候中靠近，心愿在彼此的祝福中验证。真心祝福朋友幸福开心快乐每一天……
　　
　　友情是阳光，让心灵共同成长！
　　友情是春雨，让微笑竞相绽放！
　　友情是翅膀，让幸福并肩飞翔！
　　友情是风帆，让美好一路远航！
　　
　　友情放在心上，是一曲甜蜜的旋律；好朋友记在心头，是一份温馨的美丽。
　　愿你幸福开心永远，好事连连！友缘千里一线牵，谊深似海乐无边，地域难阻网络情，久经风雨心相连，
　　
　　友情是灯，愈拨愈亮
　　友情是河，愈流愈深
　　友情是花，愈开愈美
　　友情是酒，愈陈愈香
　　
　　愿我们的友谊地久天长，愿亲爱的朋友健康快乐
　　
　　友谊是一道彩虹，无比美丽
　　友谊是一条小河，永不停息
　　友谊是一棵青松，四季长青！
　　
　　人生最宝贵的是生命，人生最重要的是友谊，
　　人世界的每一分温暖与友谊，朋友间的每一个牵挂与祝福，都是心灵与心灵的交融，我珍惜生命中每一个与我有缘的朋友，并衷心地祝愿我的朋友安康，幸福，快乐！
　　
　　真诚的友谊不会忘记
　　
　　执着的感情不会放弃
　　
　　永远的朋友不会分离
　　
　　真诚的问候不分四季
　　
　　祝朋友一生幸福快乐
　　
　　朋友是一种相契。朋友就是彼此一种心灵的感应，是一种心照不宣的感悟。朋友的每一字每一词每一句都让我感觉到那是一种最温柔、最惬意、最畅快、最美好的意境！祝朋友幸福快乐直到永远天涯海角咫尺遥，长伴银屏话诗篇。
　　
　　我会珍惜每一个真诚的朋友，每个人的空间都是一个美丽的世界，在这个世界里我看到了真诚和友爱，感觉到了生活中感觉不到的情感，祝福我的朋友永远幸福快乐！

I'm starting to miss everyone out there.....

Time really flew, I'm here for more than 6 weeks, which means I only spend most of my weekends with family. I'm here to future my studies, but I don't really look forward on it,somehow.

The main factor was that my previous days staying in Malacca,with the presence of my family and friends, itself gave me wondrous and unlimited support and love, and undoubtedly i grew accustomed to it. 

I cried during the journey to here,right before leaving to KL on Thursday(12/5). I absolutely just dread leaving, and with the thought waking up to none of my family in a house full of anti-social people, I know I'm in for another bumpy ride on the journey of life,I just couldn't accept it although I've make the decision to come here.

I'm missing my family so much, and it wasn't easy to hold things back when I saw they trying to hold back their emotions when they was about to leave after dropping me off. I almost broke down. I did, but not in front of them. The look in their eyes, the sadness, and the longing, etched in my memories, enough to trigger a flowing river out of my eyes. 

I've been missing my siblings very much in particular, and again, crying. It's just so overwhelmingly saddening and tear-jerking to have someone you love and miss so much, tell you that they miss you too.The day we used to laugh,enjoy,shop,play and etc have come to the end although I used to go back everyday but it's not as much as previous. I just miss them.

I will take care of myself. I will work hard for my studies. Please don't worry too much about me. I miss you guys tons and loads and I promise I'll do my best no matter what. I will get through this, and I will be stronger. Because I have you guys to back me up, and love me, and give me the unconditional love and support. 

Looks like, i finally found solace in a warm as toast family. 

So as I'm in the jail,I call my room, I typed this out with heart-wrenching pain flowing down the side of my face. Memories, regardless of good and bad, flashing through my mind. With the rain building up a momentum outside these prison walls, nostalgia seeped in even stronger. 

Not forget all my enthusiastic and congenial companion that works hard together with me through rainy day and sunny day. I miss you all too! Without all of you,I'm not here to future my studies.Maybe I have give up before that.All your encouragements, advises, coax and counsels will always accumulate in my mind. Thanks for everything.Thousand apologizes to you when sometimes I know I was just a bit obstinate as a donkey when you were trying to give me advises or help me.Sorry for that. Don't forget,I love all of you! *DISTANCE CAN NEVER SEPARATE US*

                   Till then,I've to stop here.Going for group discussion.Bye! xoxo

Consider this story:

A water bearer in China had two large pots hung on the ends of a pole, which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, while the other pot was perfect.

At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the perfect pot would always be full of water, but the cracked pot would arrive only half full.

For two years, this went on every day, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots of water to his house. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor and cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of perceived bitter failure, the cracked pot spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house."

The bearer replied to the pot, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, so i planted flower seeds on your side of your path, and everyday while we walk back, you water them. For two years, I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers. Without you being the way you are, there would not be this beauty and grace in this house."

Think about what makes you unique in this world! What you perceive as a flaw might be seen by others as an asset. It might be your slightly crooked smile or corny jokes which warm other people up or your abnormal height that makes you a great basketball player. Do not neglect in counting the positives that make you who you are!

Remember that everybody has their strengths. Inspite of how bad you might think of yourself, you are special, unique and one of a kind. Recognise your strengths, trust in your abilities and succeed in life.

On the flip side, do recognise that even the weakest individual is better than you or me in some way or another. It may be intelligence or kindness or generosity or even grace.

Emerson once said: “Every man is my superior in some way. In that, I learn of him."

Almost every man you meet feels himself superior to you in some way, and a sure way to win a person's heart is to let him or her realize that in some subtle way, you recognize his importance in his little world, and recognize it sincerely.

*I learn a lot after reading it*

My crazied week!!

Last week was my worst ever stressed week I had ever been!Just a silly test and ruined my whole weekdays!Sigh! :((((  What test it was??Here it goes:

INTERPERSONAL COMMUNICATION.

Flooded with words.

       My stressful looks taken by friends in library:

*Don't wanna have such situation again! I know it's impossible!It drives me mad like in hell's life :/

Collage's life is seriously very very stress even though is just a small test,but it worth a lot to the final exam. Every single mark may affect every grade in final. Can't even relax down.TORTURED LIFE!!

Kay larh just a short post for now.Gtg. Will update my blog asap :) Stay turn!~Off to bed. Good night peeps!! :D

Worries end with glories :)

13/6/2011

Just a simple sunny day but I manege to be happy with what I had done.I couldn't sleep well for the last night because I'll having IPC presentation and get back my first test results in collage. * use money to buy knowledge * Butterflies were all in my stomach the whole night. I even memorising my task of  presentation while slept! I just hate all sorts of presentation!Hmph!! Till morning,my mind was still flooded with this two irritating thingy.No matter what, I still have to face it.So, I choose to comfort myself by telling myself that I CAN! Its getting better then. Time flies, time to attend Math class. I was feeling so nervous and anxious cause I did badly in fact. The first test paper Ms.Ng given out was ME!Argh.just cool down and stepped in front.That wasn't that bad as I thought.  I get an A for that.Satisfied!! :)) Calm down for few minutes after that.It's time for presentation for IPC. *WHY I LIKE MYSELF?* This situation was worst than receiving my test paper. I don't have the ability to talk among people no matter in what languages! I just scared! But you know what??Collage life is all presentations and assignments!Hell,you drive me crazy when it's time to think about it!! My heart was bip-bop-bip-bop!!100 times faster than a normal person. When it's my turn to present,I just took a deep breathe and stepped forward to present! The way I talked was funny I guess,it's because saying about the reason you like yourself is like keep praising yourself.Isn't?? Haih.Wanna know what I had talk about that? Well, shared with you here:

• I'm helpful.Because of bla3~With some evidences.Shhh.Don't tell you.Hehe

• I'm emotional.Because I happy and sad depends on situation. Know me deeply you'll know it. 

• I'm an organized person. Like to do something without someone to ask.Like a tool with a bat. That's something very annoying and irritating.

That's all what I've presented for the 2 minutes.And lastly,The lecturer told us that NO ONE fail this presentation!W-O-W!! Unbelievable,I manege to pass! Happyyyyyyy~~

P.s. Have to stop here.Time to study for IPC test!Hwaiting! :)

THE MEMORABLE HIGH SCHOOL LIFE

" Yes we are [FRIENDS] and I do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequential chatter.  I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front.  We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often.  I don't want to lose this happy space where I have found someone who is smart and easy and doesn't bother to check her diary when we arrange to meet. "

Everyone needs friends in their lives and so do I. A very famous idiom we've heard all the time: "No man live in an island". True. I shall say, I will never have such a happy life as today if I don't have any friend. Maybe you may think that the more friends you've, the better your life will be.

In my opinion,I prefer to have few true friends than having a bunch of 'fake' friends. What's 'fake' friends mean? Fake friend is someone who will be with you during shine and leave you during rainy day. I believe you've met some of them, don't you? Or else your life are so beautiful with all true friends around. 

*True good Friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to Forget! *

True friends? It can be 1 2 3 or even 4 5 6 of them~
Talk about true friend,it's automatic appear in my mind of you guys.
Can you imagine that? It’s been so long since I graduated High School and yes I really miss the fun, excitement, hang outs and many things about it. Not only that, I also miss my friends, whom I haven’t seen for a long time.

I start to miss my good old days back in school ..I surely miss the times i get up early,put on my school uniform,get into mum's car and go to school for sure..
My class started off on 7.40 in the morning,then teacher came in, taught this taught that, then bell rang*miss the sound of bell rang too* I still remember I use to close my ears whenever the bell rang.Hehe....Now, I'm starting to remember teachers that have entered my class, the Form yet our add math teacher,Mr.Tee who stepped in our class everyday.Miss those day he taught us and we didn't ever care what he was talking. Copy and paste all those homework he given.Opps!The day he used to checked our notes when he found that we're just gossiping instead of time to copy notes!haha.Secondly,our BM teacher,Pn.Foo.Miss those laughter we had in class especially during drama presentation!Aww~ And not forget the jokes she shared with us! Thirdly,our Econ teacher,Pn.Ee! She,I guess leave a lot of memories in my mind.The way she taught,the way she looks,the way she used to scold and nag us.. Now I realized it actually is for our own good.And all the teachers that taught us,Pn.Lee,Pn Low,Miss Pang,Pn Aidah,Miss Rajinie and also Pn.Zarinah..I miss all of them.I wish we can still study under the same roof * I know it's impossible *
Future more,The Recess time,went cantin to have our breakfast,paid aunty then go eat with friends...eat together with them was the nice moments..
After finish eat,went back to class..I still remember the first thing I did when I was back to class was DRINK WATER!Haha..And I always get shocked when Feli used to scare me from my back.Arghhh *Shit* HAHAHA. 

And then, my daily life goes on till the last bell ring...Time to dismiss!! Damn,I just miss those moments!! :(

I MISS 5M 2009/2010~

 

 

 

 

 

5M's people! :)

The English teacher,Miss Rajinie.

The BM,MORAL,ACC AND MATH's teacher,Pn.Foo,Miss Pang,Pn Low & Pn.Lee.

ACC's teacher,Pn.Low.

Econ teacher,Pn.Ee.

The Science teacher,Pn.Aidah.

Crazy us <3

P.s: Have a gathering as soon as possible.Miss you guys!!

You guys miss me?? Tadaa~I'm here back to blog!!

Actually that's nothing much to be blogged. Just feel like blogging to spend my time instead of keep study! :)

What should I blog about?

Ermm...

mmmm.....

Alright. Tell you that I'm in Taylor for the 4th week. Time really pass in twinkling of eyes!! But still I'm not fully accepted what I'm now! * can't imagine I'm a college student*

 &&

Here shows you some picture I've taken in Taylor's compound.

 The huge and tremendous building. Nice and picturesque scenery! (:

The lake ^^

Me otw back to hostel :)

That's My student's card! *So dark*

&& Lastly, my small cabin :))

My so-called-'jail'! It's comfortable but is 'huge' enough! 

That's enough for this post!! * Off to class in just a while * And yays!! Back to Malacca after that! Wheeee~~

Bye! xoxo.

Today my life begins.....

I've been working hard so long

seems like pain has been my only friend

my fragile heart's been done so wrong

I wondered if I'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

I know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone

and i've learn how to leave it where it is

and i see that i was wrong

for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets

so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget

only have one life to live

so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

i know i can make it, today my life begins

"today my life begins..."