Time really flew, I'm here for more than 6 weeks, which means I only spend most of my weekends with family. I'm here to future my studies, but I don't really look forward on it,somehow.
The main factor was that my previous days staying in Malacca,with the presence of my family and friends, itself gave me wondrous and unlimited support and love, and undoubtedly i grew accustomed to it.
I cried during the journey to here,right before leaving to KL on Thursday(12/5). I absolutely just dread leaving, and with the thought waking up to none of my family in a house full of anti-social people, I know I'm in for another bumpy ride on the journey of life,I just couldn't accept it although I've make the decision to come here.
I'm missing my family so much, and it wasn't easy to hold things back when I saw they trying to hold back their emotions when they was about to leave after dropping me off. I almost broke down. I did, but not in front of them. The look in their eyes, the sadness, and the longing, etched in my memories, enough to trigger a flowing river out of my eyes.
I've been missing my siblings very much in particular, and again, crying. It's just so overwhelmingly saddening and tear-jerking to have someone you love and miss so much, tell you that they miss you too.The day we used to laugh,enjoy,shop,play and etc have come to the end although I used to go back everyday but it's not as much as previous. I just miss them.
I will take care of myself. I will work hard for my studies. Please don't worry too much about me. I miss you guys tons and loads and I promise I'll do my best no matter what. I will get through this, and I will be stronger. Because I have you guys to back me up, and love me, and give me the unconditional love and support.
Looks like, i finally found solace in a warm as toast family.
So as I'm in the jail,I call my room, I typed this out with heart-wrenching pain flowing down the side of my face. Memories, regardless of good and bad, flashing through my mind. With the rain building up a momentum outside these prison walls, nostalgia seeped in even stronger.
Not forget all my enthusiastic and congenial companion that works hard together with me through rainy day and sunny day. I miss you all too! Without all of you,I'm not here to future my studies.Maybe I have give up before that.All your encouragements, advises, coax and counsels will always accumulate in my mind. Thanks for everything.Thousand apologizes to you when sometimes I know I was just a bit obstinate as a donkey when you were trying to give me advises or help me.Sorry for that. Don't forget,I love all of you! *DISTANCE CAN NEVER SEPARATE US*
Till then,I've to stop here.Going for group discussion.Bye! xoxo
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