Ending of March 2012

Dear March, I thought you'd bring me such good things but I guess I'll have to wait for another month. Is okay, you make me to become a stronger person in the way to deal and cope with everything with a better feeling and confidence. All I hope now is all the negative things that came with you will leave me and hopefully April will be much better. April, please bear with me! Sincerely and truthfully, JieYing.

Never give up

“Do not give up; the beginning is always the hardest.”

 Yes, I’m not going to give up myself no matter how much obstacles, barriers that are trying to stop me to move forward in life. Believe with myself when nobody does. 


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Back here.

Been not updating my blog for a few week. Nothing special happen to me these few weeks. Just randomly spent it. Anyway, really have to make my blog stay alive. Therefore, I shall make a brief update here. Basically I went back to Malacca last week as the previous week I never go back. This week as planned, I wanna go back too because the following week I couldn't manage to go back. so #sad So, this week is just an exam week I guess. Mid-term and tests are starting to attack us -.- I just done with my STAT230 test just now. To be serious, I did all the questions and finished it on time as what I scared of before exam :) But thank god I did it :) Anyway, hope I can score well on it! It stands for a high mark in Final #scary on the coming Friday, I gonna sit for SOCS 101 test again. I seriously hate it. It is so hard to study and understand hmm :/ Aiming for pass it that's all. Lastly, I'm here to congrats all the spm's candidates that scored marvellous results in their SPM :) Congratulation especially to IJC :) #proud Remember, SPM doesn't mean anything in future. don't give up and stay strong all the way in life :) Failure is the mother of success. You can surely do better next time. All the best =)

Gloomy Friday's Night

So, as titled above, Gloomy Friday’s Night. Just don’t feel like doing anything when something stops me. I’m trying my best to stay calm by focusing on my homework and forget about today is Friday where I can’t get to go back home, but it doesn’t works at all. It stays in my mind vividly. Remind me every single thing which I always did whenever reach home; talking with parents and siblings. Today, I just couldn’t repeat it. How sad it is. I’m not sure whether I can go back or not next week and following week since I’m having visiting to Yayasan Childkid :/ I hope they just can bear with me. I really wanna go back! Home is the only place I find is sweet and warm. It is where I find myself can at least not that stress compared to the time I spend in hostel. This week I just have to accept the fact that I’m here right now. Is okay -.- for once but not next week. I can’t stand of it. Seriously I’m thinking to shift out from here; I’m really got bored of having meals at here. It totally make me doesn’t feel like eating at all. Every day, brunch becomes my only meal. It’s really hard for you to make decision what shall I eat today? Again and again the same question. Huh. Taylors is so huge but really not understand why and how can it be nothing to eat? #sadcase another sad thing is I couldn’t manage to watch ALL ENGLAND super series this year. Haihs. First year missed out it. Hate you college life! Okay I shall stop here, don’t know what to continue anymore. My mind is real blank now. Tired to the max. Night!  

3.3.2012

Make a fast update on my blog now. I actually doesn't plan to go back Malacca this week but due to my chemistry test next week  and I am so bad and need Grace to teach me, I choose to go back if not seriously I will screw it and end up fail in Final. I need double my effort in Chemistry for serious. It is a kinda tough subject to understand but I hate it somehow. So, I actually went back on Friday with Felicia by bus and reached Malacca around 9. The next day which was a day to study but unfortunately I just studied for few hours and ended up chit chatting with grace. FAIL! is okay I learnt something from grace! :) and yes grace was begging me to hang out with them at evening. At first, I was refusing her but you know I am good right, so I make my decision and went out with them. Again we loitered at Dataran Pahlawan :) We had our dinner at Sushi Ya again! HAHA This time our purpose was eat more than previous. So we ate 15 plates of sushi with some others sides others :) Here it goes! ^^

After our dinner, we actually went to Gogo KTV @The Jetty :) Felicia joined us at there as well :) We 'lepak' at there till around 1130pm.

*all pictures taken there are so dark -.-*