Gloomy Friday's Night

So, as titled above, Gloomy Friday’s Night. Just don’t feel like doing anything when something stops me. I’m trying my best to stay calm by focusing on my homework and forget about today is Friday where I can’t get to go back home, but it doesn’t works at all. It stays in my mind vividly. Remind me every single thing which I always did whenever reach home; talking with parents and siblings. Today, I just couldn’t repeat it. How sad it is. I’m not sure whether I can go back or not next week and following week since I’m having visiting to Yayasan Childkid :/ I hope they just can bear with me. I really wanna go back! Home is the only place I find is sweet and warm. It is where I find myself can at least not that stress compared to the time I spend in hostel. This week I just have to accept the fact that I’m here right now. Is okay -.- for once but not next week. I can’t stand of it. Seriously I’m thinking to shift out from here; I’m really got bored of having meals at here. It totally make me doesn’t feel like eating at all. Every day, brunch becomes my only meal. It’s really hard for you to make decision what shall I eat today? Again and again the same question. Huh. Taylors is so huge but really not understand why and how can it be nothing to eat? #sadcase another sad thing is I couldn’t manage to watch ALL ENGLAND super series this year. Haihs. First year missed out it. Hate you college life! Okay I shall stop here, don’t know what to continue anymore. My mind is real blank now. Tired to the max. Night!