The mixed feelings day


Went out with ShuPan and KarKar yesterday and met up with Felicia in Jusco. It was fun to meet up with them after so long. Just stopped at Little Taiwan to have our high tea and start chit-chatting. It was great to bring back memories when sitting with them, talking and laughing together. Unfortunately, when I get to know that results of last semester were out, my feelings totally changed from happy to worry. My mind started to saturate with those silly thinking minded. It really puzzled me but still I tried to hide it in order not to affect their happy mood. Till night, when most of my classmates called me to check about results, told them I don’t feel like checking. And today, I really don’t wanna prolong the time of worries. I give myself courage to check it! Keep praying and praying I don’t fail any subject!! So, I opened the portal and checked it with heart beating super-fast. Thank GOD I passed all but I really not satisfied with it. Its real horrible :/ I find that my results is getting worst and worst :( What’s going on with me? Haihs. Anyhow, I promise I will really study very very hard next semester! I wanna increase my CGPA and apply for a better UNI!   




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