My recently mood.

 I don't feel like blogging anything about my mood nowadays.It was totally sucks.I'm feeling being dump and become a loner.None of my friends need me anymore. All my efforts have come to the end. It's time to end everything and leave me alone.I know some of you will say I'm not alone,you'll still beside me no matter what.It's kinda sad to listen it anyway. I was all the way alone and no one seem to accompany and listen to me. I need people to cherish my life no matter family or friends. But right now,family wasn't beside me all the way, my only choice is to depend on friends. I do always help, encourage, listen, advise, inspire ,urge and even support them.Nevertheless,what I get now was kinda blue and gloomy. I don't know what's going on actually.I did my part to fulfill all of you yet I get back such situation. Sometimes, I think that isn't because I was too gracious or decent and make people step above my head. I know I won't do anything back to you although you dislike me or hate me.But, can you just respect me! I'm a human too! I need people to support me throughout my life too. I don't hope for much.Just pay a little attention and care to me that's enough which can satisfy me. My days are become more and more meaningless and make me feel to commit suicide one day. No one will understand it! I'm very sorry if I can't accept anything and do something silly yet foolish. I still will try to handle this situation well before I have no choice to do so.And I sincerely hope that people can color and treasure my life nicely. Sorry from my bottom of heart if my words have hurt you. Lastly, I NEED FRIENDS!! I don't wish for a lonely and forlorn life!!