7/1/2012

My second post of 2012?

Yes it is.

Just feel that this and the previous posts are just gloomy to blog about my grandpa.

So, as previous post had mentioned that my grandpa was critically ill and weak, but now he had just left us. He passed away on the 3rd Jan 2012.

We were freaking down and cried for days whenever think of him or even pass by the coffin.

The moment when you looked at him 100% makes your eyes wet.

Even now I am still couldn't accept the fact :'(

How can it happen to my family?

He is the best grandpa!

No one else can replace him.

He had done everything he should do towards me.

I still remember he tends to fetched me and cousins back from school and tuition.

He used to chat with us.

How can he just end his life just like this?

No matter what or how,

Everything had happened.

I have chill myself and accept it but seriously it takes time because

I had never experience any of my relatives or friends pass away.

Basically, I spent this week in my grandparent's house.

It’s kind of exhausted and tiring when you have to sleep at the midnight and wake up before 6.

But everything is worth for grandpa.

By ending this post,

I shorten everything I wish and desire for grandpa with a short poem.

I know we are all feeling a little bit sad,

That we've lost our Grandpa, 

Together we have cried an ocean of tears

As we feel so empty and hold many fears

But Grandpa would want us to know he's in a good place

And that he watching us all with a smile on his face

As we have made him so proud, as proud as can be

That he has raised such a beautiful and special family

Thinking back now I really must say

I feel lucky and privileged to have known Grandpa to this day

For in my life, you have played a special part

The memories I will treasure and keep close to your heart

Although he has gone we will always be together

And his spirit will live on each one of us forever

When you look to the sky, look for the brightest star

As that will be Grandpa looking down on us from afar

And now I would like to thank the good Lord above

For blessing us with our Grandpa with his kindness and love

Dear God, if it is not too much fuss

Take extra special care of our Grandpa as he is very dear to us

Grandpa if you are listening say a prayer for us every day

Be sure to protect us and guide us on our way

We know when God called you, you had to go

But we want you to know Grandpa we miss you and love you so

Message to grandpa:

You are my grandpa and forever you will be, I miss you so much, I know what I write here you can’t see but at least I do something to remember you. I'm so confused now things are so strange. But I want you to know that you're not to blame. Sometimes I feel like your left is a dream, but I guess this can happen to anyone, including me. Times are hard now but things will get better, it's kind of like the seasons, and the changing of the weather. Now that you're gone I know you're doing good, doing everything you've ever wanted, just like I knew you could. Till the day I see you again, grandpa, may your heart be at ease. I love you so much, and may your beautiful soul rest in eternal peace. We will take care ourselves and grandma as well. We will work hard and embark our journey successfully.